Help! I was HIV+ when I was pregnant

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Hi please post me as anonymous...I'm a lady aged 24 years old , with a 5 month old daughter . I found out that i was HIV+ while i was pregnant, i then tried to get my partner to go and get tested but till date he refuses .

I've been on treatment but i couldn't disclose my status to him as i was scared that he might leave me with a baby while i have no means of raising her , well my fears have became real he accidentally saw my meds and freaked out on me which also led to him chasing me out of his place claiming that i wanna get him sick meanwhile i feel like i got this virus from him . I had to move back home but i can feel that I'm not wanted here especially because I'm not contributing anything

I'm just another burden too when it comesto food , toiletries and other basics . I'm depressed, i just feel like dying ryt now if only i couldn't find someone to talk to maybe I'd feel better .