by Ennis » Mon May 23, 2022 4:38 pm
In many ways my mum had a “good death”. She died in my arms at home, with my dad and brother holding her hands. We had spent the previous two weeks constantly by her side, loving and laughing, talking and touching, holding her tight and letting her go. But, as her daughter, it was a terrible death.
To be honest, I really cant say how I would want to die. Even though I been thinking about that since my mother's death. But I won't want to die by accident, or sickness, or even with regrets. Sometimes, I question if my mum really had a good death, or its just me trying to salt my pains.
I will want my death to be without pains to those left behind. No cryimg, no frowns. Sometimes, I think a good death should be one without pain. One in which those remaining on earth have no need to cry.
Oh, forgive me! I just needed to ease this pain somewhere.
In many ways my mum had a “good death”. She died in my arms at home, with my dad and brother holding her hands. We had spent the previous two weeks constantly by her side, loving and laughing, talking and touching, holding her tight and letting her go. But, as her daughter, it was a terrible death.
To be honest, I really cant say how I would want to die. Even though I been thinking about that since my mother's death. But I won't want to die by accident, or sickness, or even with regrets. Sometimes, I question if my mum really had a good death, or its just me trying to salt my pains.
I will want my death to be without pains to those left behind. No cryimg, no frowns. Sometimes, I think a good death should be one without pain. One in which those remaining on earth have no need to cry.
Oh, forgive me! I just needed to ease this pain somewhere.